The topic came up again tonight. A brother in Christ shared with me that he recently asked his wife, "How does that happen? How is it that two beautifully spiritually women are not married?" He was talking about my roommate and I. I told him I had many times asked the same thing. He explained he had come to the conclusion that we were both waiting for a spiritually mature man of God. And he had thought out loud to his wife, there aren't any. Well, he acknowledged they do exist, they are simply few and far between. And he's right. (He's also a little angry about it but that's another blog). I'm frustratingly at peace with my singleness right now. I'm okay with it, but I'm struggling to figure out what it means. What does a life serving God as a single woman look like? How do I know I'm fully committed and devoted to Him as my first love? The biggest question in my mind has been and still is this: if I ...
My journey, chronic depression, book/games reviews and a little poetry.